I am at my other job, I guess it is more of my "career" job and I need to do some serious yoga and pranayama. I spent the morning drafting an order and I was happy with what I was writing. But of course something had to go wrong because I am cursed in almost every way when it comes to my day job. How did the curse manifest itself today? The darn document that I saved over and over again did not record any modifications since last night at 5:00 p.m. Somewhere in the bowels of cyberspace my paragraphs about poor planning and blatant disregard for clearly established rules of procedure are floating in a state of limbo. Of course a server went down today and that is likely connected to my disappearing document problem, but the iT experts aren't able to find my missing words somewhere on that server either. I just don't have the patience or energy (that is a refrain I find myself repeating often) to redo what I already spent precious hours of my life doing. Just bad timing all around. I keep thinking that although I enjoy my day job/career and find it challenging and stimulating much of the time, I would not call it fun. It does not provide me with the same sort of joy I get when teaching yoga or helping an asylum client. it defintiely does not leave me as hapy as I am when I am travel planning or creating next week's vinyasa class. Does this mean I should dump the career and create a career out of my hobbies? Big decision. One I have been toying with for many months now. Or is it just a case of "the grass is greener"?
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